[Intro: AKABURNZYY & Debbie Taylor]
Something we all adore, it’s the one thing worth dying for
Nothing but pain, stuck in this game searching for fortune and game (What the- Falak)
It seems somewhere you must be losing your touch
‘Cause your kisses don’t have that fire as much
Sizing up the competition, yeah, you know that I’m about to make a buck, uh (Are you tipping?)
Saw what you was missing, you was hating then, but now you tryna show me love (Are you tipping?)
Bitches come around, n***as come around, where were you when I was down? (From me to someone else?)
Fake friends, fake smiles, where were you when a n***a really, uh (I think you better stop right now)
[Verse]
I got a lot tryna get off my chest
Words are like bullets, I’m wearing a vest
Boy getting big, yeah, you better invest
Head getting bigger, yeah, I’m feeling stressed
Painting the pain like a picture, it’s bright
Painting the pain and it hurts like a knife
Put in the pain to forget what it’s like
Putting paint in the pain, yeah, what a life
Cannot believe that it’s mine, cannot believe that it’s mine, uh, wait
Smoking this weed ‘til I cry, smoking this shit ‘til I die paralyzed, uh
Smoking this shit ‘cause it’s easing my mind
Losing my mind, yeah, I am not fine
Losing my mind, yeah, I am not fine
Losing my mind, yeah, I am not fine, uh
But your chick, yeah, she tell me I’m fine
All my n***as, they tell me I’m fine
They say, “Shit, yeah, you doing just fine”
They say, “Yeah, boy, you doing just fine”
They say, “Yeah, boy, you doing just fine”
“Ain’t no worries worry you ain’t losing shit” and
“You ain’t losing your mind,” they gaslighting me, shit, like-
Woah, need to hold up, switching the flow up
Y’all n***as fucked up and you do not know, uh
Got it from the jump, that’s why I can’t slow up
Taking these Addy’s, they slowing the game up
Numbing the brain up, uh
Fucking these bitches, I’m laid up, uh
Blocking these hoes like a layup, uh
Passing the time, I can’t chase ya, uh
Add to the mix like a blender
Adding the pain to the mix, make it thicker
I’m just so sick of this shit like it’s liquor
But I’m still drinking this shit in the pictures
I said I’m fine, but I know that I lied
Did that shit a couple thousands of times
I said I’m fine, but I know that I lied
I think that shit really all for the pictures like
Wonder if it’s really all for the pictures, uh
All of the fame and the glitz and the glamour, uh, wait, uh, uh
Rocking the smile, but inside I got anger, uh, wait, ayy, uh
Bubbling up ‘bout blow like a tanker like, uh
[Outro]
Look, I swear that I’m fine
Look, I swear that I’m fine
Look, I swear that I’m fine
Look, dawg, I swear that I’m fine
Yeah, look, your girl call me "Mine"
Look, I swear that I’m fine
Look, swear I’m not losing mine