(Chorus) jonney
These days
They just don’t - feel the same
Feels like I’m- watching me
Right through a - window pane
And I -I’m trying to frame
I’m just trying to explain
What I see - In the rain
But I’m drowning in shame

(Verse 1)jonney
Drowning in shame
Lord I’m just prayin
That I find my way
I’m Escaping my pain
Trynna make a change
I know that these drugs ain’t gone take shit away. But honestly-
Who am I - to act like I - am a saint
I mean I dabble with things that do things to my brain
But you can’t tell me you could see things my way
Im just saying
I ain’t the one - that got a coupe - for his 16th birthday
But I know my mama sure held it down she only wanna see us in first place
I hate to be the kid the disappoints I hate to be that disgracе
See I like to win, I got a choice, so imma see wherе this takes me
I got Siri ,I got google maps , and waze
But I’m asking God to please show me the way
I’m gon’ be great
Some day the Shit I say gone shape the way some people think
Who I’m with is bound to make em feel some type of way

(Chorus) jonney
These days
They just don’t - feel the same
Feels like I’m- watching me
Right through a - window pane
And I -I’m trying to frame
I’m just trying to explain
What I see - In the rain
But I’m drowning in shame


(Verse2) jonney
Molly hit my line like what you doing, where you at
Im like Aye you know I miss you it’s been really hard to chat
But listen Lately I been busy , I’ve been doing all this and that
I mean I got my shit on track
She like why you never see me it’s like you’re moving on without me
I said that’s cap
She like you take me for a dummy
I said maybe that’s a fact
I mean I’m trynna make some money
If that’s too much to ask
And you ain’t even my hunny, take a look at how you act
Can’t say you weren’t there for me, but I’m a different type of man
She like you still hanging with Mary, what gets shadier than that
I said Jane? we been rocking she been right there by my side
I know we’ve had a couple fights
But her and I are pretty tight
I see her every other night I swear she always looking fine
She said you really just like every other motherfucking guy
Ain’t even left the conversation , Nicole’s hitting my line
So I’m like- thinking bout the younger me like what would I even tell him- talm bout

These days..