[Nina Simone sample]
Baby you understand me now, If sometimes you see that I'm mad. Don't you know no one alive can always be an angel? When everything goes wrong you see some bad. But I'm just a soul who's intentions are good- oh lord, please don't let me be misunderstood..


[Hook]
Mold the beat to my rhythm, I'm moldin your thoughts to me
All these evil fixations in my head, I can hardly think
Am I toxic or sick? Heart broken or just a dick?
What if I told you the worst things that I thought but never did?


[Verse]
OD on your porch or do a curse to make your momma sick
Make you want me back so badly that you slit your fuckin wrists
All the thoughts I can't say out loud cause ya'll pretend not to get
Or maybe you really don't and I'm just fucked up as shit
Is it heartbreak or the drugs?
Earthquake in my fuckin mental state
Pearly gates or wooden stake?
I don't know what path to take
So I'm sitting here shaking jars and praying on some better days
But this shits a fuckin maze
Like really I'm tryna better my position
So why the fuck you be trippin?
And why the fuck you be switchin?
Little lyin fuckin whore I hope you die inside your mothers fuckin kitchen
You switchin, you fuckin switchin
You switchin, you fuckin switchin like
What the fuck

[Nina Simone Sample]
If I seem edgy I -


[Verse]
Wanna say I'm sorry, I wanna say that that's true
At the end of it all I don't know what I would say to you
Is my heart beat switchin?
Are my brain cells drippin?
In the kitchen tippin
Lipton ain't the fuckin bottle it's in
I remember sitting in my room wavin, bendin and dippin in intrusive thoughts
And honestly that shit gets fuckin cripplin
Rippin out your fucking organs, replacing them with the victims
Conversations with Jehovah to ask him why my brain different
I been prayin for my angels
I need them right by my side when the blood lust gets too heavy and carnal urges collide


[Hook]
Mold the beat to my rhythm, I'm moldin your thoughts to me
All these evil fixations in my head, I can hardly think
Am I toxic or sick? Heart broken or just a dick?
What if I told you the worst things that I thought but never did?

[Verse]
String myself in the tree by your bedroom, first thing you see
Good bye baby, carved your name in my wrist when I couldn't breathe
Take it softer and delicate
Smoothin out my approach
Cause you know there's lots of things that I need to tell you
You know that you never fuckin listen unless it's an accident
I'm a fuckin angel baby you know that I'm heaven sent
Committed one sin, everybody does once in awhile
And now you're too pissed at me to even mother fuckin smile
Got that fake shit, online gotta make shit out to seem you livin your best life
Like baby face it
I don't care I want the fuckin best for you, you know that
If you don't believe me come back I dare you and I'll show that
Remember the time that you told that you always blow that
It's mutual I guess but I just wanted you to know that
I'm only fuckin human and sometimes I'm flawed and broken
I'm only fuckin human and sometimes I fuckin show it
I'm only fuckin human and sometimes I'm flawed and broken
Sometimes I show it
Fuck


[Hook]
So curse me for it baby put me away
You can say that you made that shit clear from the start
But it was clear as glass you dealin with a sensitive heart
And too delusional to tell what posts are for me just to start

[Verse]
Like fuck it baby you know I can be self reflective
Blow my brains out with my rifle just to be self protective
I'll protect myself from me and all the other versions
While I stay drinkin like this and hot up off the vodka bourbon
Got my toxic thoughts racin, bout to be your biggest burden
Got my toxic thoughts racin, bout to be your biggest burden
Got my toxic thoughts racin, off the vodka bourbon
You know you I be hurtin
Exxtra sick
Comin with consistency now
Now you know ya'll fucked
Ten toes down for this music

[Nina Simone Sample]
Life has its problems and I get more than my share. But that's one thing I never mean to do, cause I love you