[Intro/Verse]
Lonely am I
Though I try to look otherwise
Laugh or smile
Disguise, or rather hide the
The insecurities that I feed
You ask
Why mask
What the fuck is going on with me?

[Breakdown]
Why should you care?

[Verse 2]
And I remember thinking to myself
"God if you're up there send me down someone who gives a fuck"
It's hard living, it's hard times in my mind
Doubt everything around me yet I say
"You're not fine"
I tell myself
"You're not right"

[Verse 3]
It's insane the things I wish that I had felt
Like the piercing sting of a father's belt
Because tough love's still love
Love's tough, I know this much
So fuck you cause I guarantee
Life's harder when you got none
[Breakdown 2]
Shit!
And yet still I try

[Hook]
They say the guilty dog barks first
And I've been barking til' my fucking throat hurts
And this is it, the guilty dog barks first
And I've been barking til' my throat hurts

[Outro]
For fifteen years I've tried
To escape what makes me, me
Someone listen, that is all I ever wanted for years