[Intro]
Feelin' love, feelin' love
Feelin' love, still not sure, I have a girl
Feelin' love, still not sure, (Yeah), I have a girl

[Verse 1]
Knocking at the door, the heaven's door, but the devil answers
My ass is bleeding, I came from behind to take over
A sailor's knot, well tying the rope to which you hang on
A lot of money but no more talent, only your image sells
It sells toplines to big rappers, I know it, do it, don't fake it
Always the war, a vertical Glock, the shape of my continent
Did I see God? I confess, not yet, but I keep praying
Millionaires but just in advance, no longer know how to repay
Big kick, knee on the ground so that you submit
Your watch is cheaper, neither gold nor diamonds, the weight of my watchband
Everything has a price, even becoming a father, it's called pension
Still alive, mama, it was your time so I had to kill time

[Pre-Chorus]
Uh, gangster life, heavy pain and tears, frightened mother
Uh, gangster life, heavy pain and tears, frightened mother

[Chorus]
This ain't my life, this ain't my life
Why do they always want me to fuck up?
This ain't my life, this ain't my life
Why do they always want me to fuck up?
Yeah
[Verse 2]
Fuck your cardio, boy, if I beat you up, it ain't gonna take long
Jab, uppercut, if there' s dodge, the Glock will be on my side
I like it when I hang out, when I meet my boys who talk to me as if it was yesterday
I like it when I bleed because it's through my wounds that all the light flows
I have no time, no time, I'm not on the street anymore, the jits tell me about it
Snowy bitch on a line, sniffing the snow with a straw, urban misery
Fake n***as lacking in hygiene, always zoning at the station, the ushers at noon
My mom is proud, now, lawyers take selfies, I open MS without making credit
Now lawyers take selfies, now mayors take selfies
But where were they when I wanted the papers? Ah, well, yeah
I had to believe them, but I didn't, rolling reefers in the audiences
Black hourglass, of despair, in memory, from station to glory

[Pre-Chorus]
Uh, gangster life, heavy pain and tears, frightened mother
Uh, gangster life, heavy pain and tears, frightened mother

[Chorus]
This ain't my life, this ain't my life
Why do they always want me to fuck up?
This ain't my life, this ain't my life
Why do they always want me to fuck up?
Yeah

[Post-Chorus]
Feelin' love, still not sure, I have a girl
Feelin' love, still not sure, I have a girl
[Instrumental Break]

[Outro]
Thanks
Nwaar
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