[Verse 1: Unseen]
So you hated life so bad that you wanted it to end?
Put that gun up to your temple every time you handled it?
Put that blade against your wrist every time you washed dish? Nah
So don't act like you've been in my position
Finally broke away from that, so I had to make some friends
Said I smoked a lot of weed and maybe puffed up on a cig
Smoking in my bathroom so at school I could fit in
Not knowing what it could cause down the road. yo
Acting was never enough, so I had to make a deal
Skipping school at noon to go and show em that I'm real
When they showed up with them, I would even pop a pill
So eager to fit in I bet I probably would have killed...
Somebody, if that's what it took
Obsessed with the image, how I felt and how I looked
Begging for acceptance, no matter what it cooked...
Up in my head, I'm ready to open my life up
So read me like a book. yup

[Hook: Unseen]
I know...I've been
A bit gone...distant
And I know...You've been
A bit gone...get this
Uh
[Verse 2: Unseen]
Now that I'm addicted to everything that I've been given
Living with a splitting head ache, painkillers couldn't fix it
But, Still don't fell I fit in. Cause everything I been hitting, only fix it for a minute
Then I gotta live in, livid life, living life
I don't care, I guess I might
But if I did, well it ain't right
Give me back my lucid mind
But I gotta seal my fate
Looking in the judging mirror
Feeling conscious about my weight
No food for several days, to lose a little self hate
Cigarettes everyday
Feeling guilty that I ate
Feeling like a teenage girl
Feeling hatred from the world
Feeling like my eyes hate me
Feeling like my mind lately...
Drifted to a scary place
Drug addicted lying baby, ugly clothes that didn't fit me
Lets get some glasses then we get the attention that we need
Maybe not lets smoke some weed
Maybe then the Xanax bit me, laying in my bed Im screaming
No one heard me cause I'm dreaming

[Hook: Unseen]
[Verse 3: Unseen]
So you hated life so bad that you wanted it to end?
Put that gun up to your temple every time you handled it?
Put that blade against your wrist every time you washed dish? Nah
So don't act like you've been in my position
Finally broke away from that, I have to admit...
I'm living life fully, and I can commit...
To anybody who, asks me question...
I don't have to sit begging for aggression