[Intro]
Everyone thinks I was hooking up everyone here while me and Matty was still together but that's not accurate, there was no crossovers
[?]
Fuck yeah ako
You just made it sound like we were hooking up the entire time, I would never do that to someone I love
[?]
It's the truth!

[Chorus: tubt]
I've been all alone cryin' in my bedroom
I don't even wanna see you
I don't even wanna be here right now
I don't evеn think I belong in this town
And wait a sec
I know that I'm a mess
I'vе been trying to get this shit off of my chest
Maybe I should just go just for the best
Maybe I'm really just like the rest
Why you never try to call my phone
You were never there I'm always on my own
You don't even know me so watch that tone
It's clear to me that you haven't even grown

[Verse 1: tubt]
And it's clear to me and it's clear to see
You don't even treat this like a centrepiece
And it's clear to me and it's clear to see
You treat me so bad I'm in misery
And I feel like I'm drowin'
My anxieties surrounding
These thoughts in my head
And I don't know where you went
[Verse 2: val]
I don't really know how to express my feelings
I understand if you can't bear with me
But you don't know what to say
And I'm sensitive you know can't take it that way
Every single time I walk alone at night
I'm always tryna go fast, tryna go towards the light
If you were here you won't let me go
Cuz you'd come with me I won't be alone
I don't even blame you at all
The start of my downfall
I just wanna slam my head against the wall
Just so you know
You keep on saying that you're better off dead
But I think that it should prolly be me instead
Or maybe this was just a huge mistake
And I'm already so tired to wait

[Outro: tubt]
I just want you back
I'm addicted to the past
Not the you who was an ass
But the you that made us last
I just want you back
I'm addicted to the past
Not the you who was an ass
But the you that made us last
I just want you back
I'm addicted to the past
Not the you who was an ass
But the you that made us last