Ryan Oakes
Still Drinking
[Chorus: Alexa Lusader]
Ooh, yeah
I can't stop drinking about you
I'm losing my mind every night I stay up
And I'm thinking about you
I'm drowning in my head I'm trying to tread
But I'm sinking without you
When I look at what's coming I just wanna run
Cause I think he's without you
I can't stop drinking about you

[Verse 1: Ryan Oakes]
Its hard believing that we're still over
So my writing spills over
All of this paper as I've been sitting in this guilt sober
My highs are still lower
All the pain is built over
All of the love that had me drunk but now I'm hungover
Head to that fridge
I pour it up and I binge
I'm hoping that it burns the bridge
That's been making me sick
My friends will tell me to quit
But when it touches my lips
I feel the way you made me feel for just a rush and a glimpse
I know that shit is really sad
People think I'm going mad
Tryna go and chase a part of me that already has passed
Every cup that I have been drinking
Really couldn't change the fact
That I don't ever think that you'll be coming back I throw it back, like
[Chorus: Alexa Lusader]
I can't
I can't stop drinking about you
I'm losing my mind every night I stay up
And I'm thinking about you
I'm drowning in my head I'm trying to tread
But I'm sinking without you
When I look at what's coming I just wanna run
Cause I think he's without you
I can't stop drinking about you

[Verse 2: Ryan Oakes]
Now I feel a little tipsy
Yeah, i've been drunk off all the Whiskey
Feeling risky, shoot a text to you
I'm hoping that you miss me
But I quickly realize the second that you didn't hit me back
That there isn't a future moment that you'll be there with me
So I cop another round, another drink I'll probably drown
It sure been feeling like it lately
Ever since you're not around
I hope that whatever you looking for, you finally fucking found
Because I got to start my search again another couple down
Now I'm face down on my bed
Running circles through my head
Tryna figure out a fucking way that I can learn to tread
I hope you're happy that you left
Now I'm hanging by a thread
Pouring out all of the shit I wished I said I swear to god I can't stop
[Chorus: Alexa Lusader]
Yeah
I can't stop drinking about you
I'm losing my mind every night I stay up
And I'm thinking about you
I'm drowning in my head I'm trying to tread
But I'm sinking without you
When I look at what's coming I just wanna run
Cause I think he's without you
I can't stop drinking about you