It's building deep inside of me
And now I feel the need to let it out (to let it out)

I got a couple secrets I been keeping deep inside of a bottle
And if you're lucky they'll come out if we can get to the bottom
I'm a musician that don't mean that I'm your fu**ing role model
Man I just wake up hoping that I'm making it to tomorrow
I bite the bullet after every single shot that I take
Russian Roulette but it feels like the clip was loaded with eight rounds
My bodies full of holes and I can't catch me a break
I'll prolly drive myself insane cause I'm afraid of thе breaks

Running in circles again
Playing pretеnd (Playing pretend)
It's building deep inside of me
And now I feel the need to let it out (to let it out)
Every time I'm home I feel alone
I need to clear my throat and let it out (and let it out)

I got some confidential info and you'll need to get clearance
It's bottled up and I might tell you if we aren't coherent
I got a dead spirit, I try to revive with these spirits
You couldn't tell if you were next to me just by my appearance
All of my deepest darkest secrets are inside of my lyrics
The scars have healed over that don't mean they aren't searing
Under the surface I'm not thriving just because my career is
Sh*t I'll just keep screaming in silence hoping somebody hears it
I'm saying
Running in circles again
Playing pretend (Playing pretend)
It's building deep inside of me
And now I feel the need to let it out (to let it out)
Every time I'm home I feel alone
I need to clear my throat and let it out (and let it out)

Running in circles again
Playing pretend
That I'm alright and I spend all my time wishing that it would end
Playing pretend
Wishing that I could forget now I'm running in circles again
Playing pretend
That I'm alright and I spend all my time wishing that it would end
Playing pretend
Wishing that I could forget