[Chorus: Tarek]
Dead inside, see my eyes? No more tears for me to cry
Why do I, even try? So much pain I feel inside
Not surprised, I’ll survive, maybe till my suicide
I despise, all you guys, this is why I’m gettin high

Dead inside, see my eyes? No more tears for me to cry
Why do I, even try? So much pain I feel inside
Not surprised, I’ll survive, maybe till my suicide
I despise, all you guys, this is why I’m gettin high

[Verse 1: Luss]
What a rush, roll a couple up, blow that double Dutch!
Couple huffs, sweet as coco puffs, bitch I’ll double up!
Fuck with us, TNL, ring the bell, feed em shells
Like Taco Bell, I go Ron O’Neil and I’m blowin pounds of kill!
Momma wanted her proud of me, father wanted apologies!
Reaching out for the stars like he probably big in astronomy
Maybe need a lobotomy, wired wrong I need soldering
Part of me’s teeter tottering, sobbing inside and wallowing
Hard to see all this artistry, part of me’s feelin
Hard to beat!
Loyalty, honor, honesty, wish I could find these qualities
Honestly it’s appalling now all in trees like Koala’s be!
Follow or lead the following, higher than all astrology!
Fuck it make em acknowledge me!
None of these rappers hot as me!
Fuck em with no apologies!
9 on me, Iguadala!
Baby I’m fuckin crazy but wavy like sausage gravy!
Like maybe they finally say he’s the one and labels ok me!
Like what’s up BITCH!
[Chorus: Tarek]
Dead inside, see my eyes? No more tears for me to cry
Why do I, even try? So much pain I feel inside
Not surprised, I’ll survive, maybe till my suicide
I despise, all you guys, this is why I’m gettin high

Dead inside, see my eyes? No more tears for me to cry
Why do I, even try? So much pain I feel inside
Not surprised, I’ll survive, maybe till my suicide
I despise, all you guys, this is why I’m gettin high

[Verse 2: Tarek]
So depressed n over stress, the boulders on my shoulders flex
I know I’m wrecked, show no respect, emotionless n full of dreck
Cold as snow, hold my own, holy holdin microphones
All alone, no one knows, why I’m lonely to my bones
Didn’t mention my depression no one questioned as a kid
No suggestion of what’s gettin me to flip my fuckin lid
Such a prick, tough ass kid, dealing with a buncha shit
Life’s a bitch, ima dick, no wonder why we such a fit
Hey Mason I’m not hatin, ya mom’s satan to the core
I been patient, she’s complacent tryin to make shit a big war
Still I face it, sit adjacent when she’s suin me in court
I jus peal another port n try to win it like a sport
I been in n outta jail, always posted bail
I never tucked my tail, made me better never frail
Get ahead n then prevail, ima live n tell my tale
Feel me like I’m brail, bitch life’s a livin hell (hail!)
[Chorus: Tarek]
Dead inside, see my eyes? No more tears for me to cry
Why do I, even try? So much pain I feel inside
Not surprised, I’ll survive, maybe till my suicide
I despise, all you guys, this is why I’m gettin high

Dead inside, see my eyes? No more tears for me to cry
Why do I, even try? So much pain I feel inside
Not surprised, I’ll survive, maybe till my suicide
I despise, all you guys, this is why I’m gettin high