[Verse 1: Kawaii]
And that's you, and that's true
I really wish I didn't care about you anymore, but I do
Feeling super blue but I never had a clue whether or not you lied or your words stay true
I show love to no one, I made exceptions for you, who's better than you? My love was a testament to
Whatever blessing was up next or what was better for who
Whoever's destined to be the best man to you
I plan to do so many things I can not do
Supply you with a life that your old man couldn't do
Damn it who, gonna be mine for last days?
Lotta control over you but I think I got played
Gave you my heart but you took it and gave your love to another and he was okay
But he was never me and you won't understand that as long as you live there won't be another man
That loved you for you and not worry about ass
All I wanted was you, paid the price in advance
It took you months just to give me a chance, you look through our messages and you just laugh
The pain that it causes, on the daily I crash, into a pillow, sleep until I feel dead, bless

[Chorus: Alonzo Dixon]
It's the hardest road to follow
I really wish that I could call you
You can find another me tomorrow
And that's the hardest pill to swallow, babe
If I woke up and I called it quits
If today I gave up all of this
Maybe I could get you back tomorrow
And that's the hardest pill to swallow, baby
[Verse 2: Kawaii]
And that's you, and that's true
I really wish I didn't care about you anymore, but I do
What should I do at a time like this when I feel like a dog, like my names Mike Vick?
I tried really hard but no see my friends giving me good advice, they never felt like this
I might just, stop stressing so much over petty things
But a girl like you deserves worship and wedding rings
I'm so sorry for the stress that I cause you
Facebook, late nights, sorry that I stalk you
Your pictures with your new mister, they haunt me
Your apologizes, I think I still love you, i'm sorry
Your phone moves in slow mo, you should call me
Tears covering my screen, my face lockedy
Sight foggy, all because your loves costly
My whole life was meant for you, and that's cost me
Your the only black girl that I'd ever call mommy
Feel like a bitch all because you dog me, damn
I think that I tried a little soon
Gave you love but now i'm on my own
My chest in pain, might of been broke
Probably shouldn't vent up on this song
It's never rare that you hear this part
My first love forever got my heart
Fuck a key, this beat is push to start
Hearts empty, now my feelings gone
[Chorus: Alonzo Dixon]
It's the hardest road to follow
I really wish that I could call you
You can find another me tomorrow
And that's the hardest pill to swallow, babe
If I woke up and I called it quits
If today I gave up all of this
Maybe I could get you back tomorrow
And that's the hardest pill to swallow, baby

[Bridge: Kawaii]
And that's you, and that's true
I really wish I didn't care about you anymore, but I do

[Chorus: Alonzo Dixon]
It's the hardest road to follow
I really wish that I could call you
You can find another me tomorrow
And that's the hardest pill to swallow, babe
If I woke up and I called it quits
If today I gave up all of this
Maybe I could get you back tomorrow
And that's the hardest pill to swallow, baby