I must be lost again
And all these thoughts are creeping up
To beat me back into submission
And then I'm off again
I might have lost a friend
I might have gained a lesson
I might have been in love
With everything I had in question
Might be blessings in disguise
But I be more than skeptic
Maybe I needed a couple bars
To really see the message
See I don't pay attention
Like you were broken
And I was hoping
To be the one to save the princess
I got my head up in the clouds
I need an Intervention
It might be too late now
But its still worth the mention
I've been infected with the thoughts of you
And for the first time in my life
I got a weakness and something to lose
And I know you don't feel right
Fucked up and all our friends look the same too
They say that pain can't escape time
So I don't know why I miss you
And all the promises they sound recited
Like you could probably make the effort
But you're sick of trying
She said the only way to fix me is from inside
And you can keep on knocking but you're
Not Invited
You wear that happiness like
Colors in your tattoos
Just hoping that these people
Judge the cover and then pass through
Their masochism keep it hidden
Underneath your lips
Like making sure you're wearing sleeves
Long enough to cover wrists
So let it burn baby burn it
And you can hate the world
Girl we both know you've earned it
Bringing all the heat like the fire in the furnace
When you look me in the eyes yeah I still get nervous
I guess we all change
Some for the worse and
Some for a couple days
And some try to Jump
And some just make mistakes
But there's nothing worse than love
When you're trying to escape
You found serenity in sickness
Caught up in the cycle
You're another side mistress
Used to talk to God cause he's the only one who listens
Now you cuddle with the devil
In your bed, cause you miss him
Now you are not a victim
This is just a cycle
Can't knock some sense in you
As much as I would like to
Thinking you can fight through this
By punching through these walls
But you built them all yourself
Trying to hide from yourself now
All the promises they sound recited
And you could probably make the effort
But you only fight it
She said I don't let people in so you can try it
But just know that you will never be invited