[Verse 1]
I've got some friends hooked on fentanyl
Faded, but they're sayin' that they're sober, I don't get involved
Hard to judge if you let 'em fall
What do you say when you feel you've said it all?
And I don't wanna die yet, but I know how I get
When I'm all in my head, wonderin' if I'm next
I started feeling anxious when I get too close
I've been tryna hide it better, but that shit still shows
Got a demon in my pocket 'cause it gets me high
Everybody's tryna kill each other right outside
Should I go out, too?
Nah, I'll just stay in my room

[Chorus]
With all thе words I never said
And things I nevеr did
And told you I would
And all the friends I'm gonna miss
'Cause they couldn't handle it

[Verse 2]
I got some friends hooked on Adderall
Faded, but they say it's just to get ahead, they in control
It's not a problem if you're still productive, right?
And if it's working, who the fuck am I to judge it? Ayy
Everyone depressed, all pretending they aren'
Like that's the new wave, so
I don't know if the ones I love are fucked up until it's too late, yeah
Some have overdosed, others don't, but won't grow and die of old age, yeah
I just wish I knew what we got into before everything changed
Lookin' outside, I'm like, "Fuck it," I try to be part of the plan in your loving society
Until I found out it's all been a lie and the primary cause of my growing anxiety
Gotta get high to be cool with the fact my generation is doomed
I don't wanna play this game, I just stay in my room
[Chorus]
With all the words I never said
And things I never did
And told you I would
And all the friends I'm gonna miss
'Cause they couldn't handle it
Stuck in my head again
With words that I never said
And things that I never did
And told you I would
The time is still better spent just thinkin' of friends I miss
'Cause they couldn't handle it, I wish that you could
Now I don't wanna wake up when I don't know what to say
Yeah, and I don't wanna go outside if I won't see you today
Now I don't wanna wake up when I don't know what to say
Yeah, and I don't wanna go outside if I won't see you today

[Outro]
I got some friends hooked on fentanyl
Gettin' faded, but they're sayin' that they're sober, I don't get involved
Hard to judge if you let 'em fall
What do you say when you feel you've said it all?