It’s been a while
Since I heard your name
You left without a trace
Like you’d been erased

It’s been a while
Since I’ve seen you smile
Since I’ve seen you around town
You haven’t been there in a while

But you got a new laugh
New demeanor new past
That you tell your new friends about

Now I’m stuck
In the middle of love
In the middle of pain
On the edge
When you look at me I’m

Stuck with the words that I want
With the words that I won’t
With the words that I’ll never say it

Hurts being blind to it all
But I can’t bare to look
In your eyes
When you talk to me it
Sucks but it’s just how I feel
And it’s just how I cope
With the new burden
That you’ve become

They say your love
And your homes
Where the heart is
But I don’t know what that is like

Because my chest is heavy
Hollow and deadly
Craving a glimpse of the light

Oh and you’ll never see it
You’re too busy grieving
Your own death but you’re still alive

You win some and lose some
But always the victim
Believe me I know what that’s like
I know what that’s like

Blue glass shattered all around me now
Curtains blowing in the window
Walls start caving cause we don’t know how
To patch the walls in this old broken home
How many times
How many times have I tried
How many nights
How many nights have I cried
How many words
How many words have you said
To bring closure to the scars that can’t

How many nights
How many nights have I cried
How many times
How many times have I tried
How many words
How many words have you said
To bring closure to the scars that can’t

Ooh and you know that I can’t

Well I tried (x4)

Never again (x4)

Armor
Got bulletproof skin
Cause my blood is cold
Numb from the liquor
Mixed potions of my own
Had to reflect on my past
That includes you
Wish I didn’t have to forgive
But I do
So this is sorry
For all that you’ve been through
Didn’t deserve it
Don’t let it define you
Were just a kid and yes
He was a monster
But why don’t kill you
Only makes you stronger
Well I tried (x4)