I'm just a parasite, I'll get what I deserve

I just can't help my
Clinging and
Clinging and
Clinging and
Clinging and
Clinging and never letting go

I never let them go

I think I need some time to sort out these thoughts
I'm not good at speaking of my feelings
I'm not good at all

I can't do the most basic things and I can't
Handle too much
Handle enough
Anxiety is crushing me again
Laying down alone
In a bed of all my thoughts

The fault is mine because I'm just too weak to
Handle too much
Handle enough
Anxiety successfully has me laying down alone
In a bed while my skin burns

I'm a fucking parasite, I'll get what I deserve
One day you might remember who I was
Helpless crying, fearing dying
No one can just help these thoughts

I don't like it
I just hate it
Incurable
Horrid illness
I can't do the most basic things and I can't
Handle too much
Handle enough
Anxiety is crushing me again
Laying down alone
In a bed of all my thoughts

The fault is mine because I'm just too weak to
Handle too much
Handle enough
Anxiety successfully has me laying down alone
In a bed while my skin burns