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Where else I got left to turn now?
With God as my witness, I'm really trying to learn how
To build up and not simply to burn down
Give me a spark to my fire before I burn out
Lord...
But can I brave the heat?
My own Inception's when I dream of what I aim to be
Don't let me sacrifice reality to save the dream
Y'all, this is not a cry for help, but please pray for me
I cannot describe how down and how hollow I feel
I've never really thought of downing a bottle of pills
Never been suicidal
But I know I need to let it out and maybe even bring rap music to a new revival
There's words in my brain I must express or I'll explode
It sucks that no one feels the same feeling that I have known
I'm the only one who hears the sound of the drums
But my Master's my Doctor to keep me out of the dumps
But can you blame me for looking at my life and being scared of the future?
I don't want to change myself; I'm scared of a U-turn
I don't need to change; I live and I breathe and I grow
I'm going to say this once, cause it's what you're needing to know
Music is my life! It's the reason why I don't want to die!
No one can sympathize with my emotions all inside!
Have you ever been so touched by a song that you want to cry?
Imagine feeling like that all the time!
And I don't know how to face this profound emotion
I only know I got to let it out or let it die
I've had my ups and downs, and now I'm hoping
This time I'mma get it right
This time I'mma get it right!
This time I'mma get it right
This time I'mma get it...right