[Chorus]
Lying to myself
Trapped here forever, in a fantasy hell
I built it for myself
Patiently waiting for someone to come and save me from my
Fucked up world
I can't do nothing
I hate myself, so I'll keep running
Just tell me what I'm doing wrong
I've been waiting all alone
Push came to shove, now I'm too far gone

[Verse]
Look in the mirror, and I don't see my face
It's only a stranger, he's holding a blade
I reach out my hand, in hopes he would feel safe
But all I could see was him cutting away
Where do I begin, no
Marks on my skin
It feels so much better than the pain from within
I sit back and watch him 'cause I understand
That living much longer ain't part of his plan

[Bridge]
I don't know what to tell my mom
'Cause she'll never see him the way that I see me
No, we never got along
But you'll never get it
His face, his expression
[Chorus]
Lying to myself
Trapped here forever, in a fantasy hell
I built it for myself
Patiently waiting for someone to come and save me from my
Fucked up world
I can't do nothing
I hate myself, so I'll keep running
Just tell me what I'm doing wrong
I've been waiting all alone
Push came to shove, now I'm too far gone