Weighed down in a hotel
Talking to myself
Lately I've been there
Lurking around
Most times it’s torment
Waiting for perfect
So I'm clinging to something
That's better than now

Heaven knows what
Heaven knows what
Heaven knows what I’m living for
If yesterday's gone
Fuck the hang on
Heaven knows what I'm living for

I've got a grudge
On repeat
I've got a grudge
Cause I'm killing me

Mean acts of service
Serving their purpose
Bitter intentions
Buzzing around
Blare out the the flood lights
Dripping from my eyes
Can't see the day light
Piercing the ground
Heaven knows what
Heaven knows what
Heaven knows what I'm living for
If yesterday’s gone
Fuck the hang on
Heaven knows what I’m living for

I've got a grudge
On repeat
I’ve got a grudge
Cause I'm killing me

I've got a grudge
On repeat
I've got a grudge
Cause I’m killing me

Weighed down in a hotel
Talking to myself
Lately I've been there
Lurking around
Most times it's torment
Waiting for perfect
So I'm clinging to something
That's better than now