Death is all I thought about when you left
But my momma told me I should live
So I gotta get free in this life my third eye
The paradigm of hate I wanna switch
Ex girls and love letters from witches
Ex pills and spells I'm tongue twisted
Woke up at 7 it’s 3:30
Wanna pop a xan and take like 3 thirties
The first effect of Percocet is your brain flood gold
Your heart beat stop and your veins go cold
But the art keep coming and the fog on the street
Look like your ghost

I wanna know where we going
So cold like snow is
And I know you left me
I wanna go where you going
So gold like the oldies
But I know you forget me

Forgot me not dandelion
Rip off the petal love me not
Still high for life I wanna stop
But you can't when living in pain
3 surgeries shit is insane
My joints fucked so I smoke joints
I won't change got no coins
I won’t live for long there's no point
So point the gun at my dome and load
3 shells and 3 pills the same night
I know everything I did it ain't right
But how you fix a problem when your fucking brain fried
Cause I know these are last days on earth
And it blaze down before we go out
Came from a town with brown and every day hurts
The doctor told me that it won't better
Rock and rock pop a pill and call the medic
I can't withstand the pain much longer
Whip my brain from crashing

Baby come see my freak show
Needle swallowing fiend I need dope
People follow my dream to see me fall
I lost friends my money and recall
But I recall that night that you left me
Chain mail on your heart veins rusting
Brain failed in the hospital
Thanksgiving 2010
I went to jail you said we weren't friends
In two years we was good again
4 years later and we fucked again
2 more years and you died what the fuck is this

Why you gotta leave me I don't know
Forget me not I know I won't
Every time we get high it’s a dice roll
So when you go home dim the light slow
I think about your memory like a light show