[Verse]
Ayy, I watch a n***a I called brother traded, felt he was underrated
And all I had to give was more of under payments
Narcissistic is an understatement
But for us both, I face the facts and not just cap, my n***as know I'm shameless
Plaques? Stats? Can't cope that conversation
But still will walk in Marshall's office and talk as though I'm the fucking greatest even though I'm nameless
Five years and I still ain't famous or made it A-list?
Might be time to worship Satan
I'm knowing kids who look up to me and never could give up on me
Doing it 'cause they stick with me, not stuck with mе like family
That's luxury (That's luxury)
Would hate to see them doing what I'm doing just bеcause and not because of me
Both balls and this dick for n***as out misjudging me
No drawls, nip slip how bitches out here come for me
N***as back stab then want the other me
Bless the ones that comfort me
I turned all my company to companies
And to them, I'm like L.A. Reid
Took a loss on my deal and my dad took the L's made LLC's
Yelling R.I.P out to P like his blood not what I bleed
I heir the throne, but didn't want to breathe and that shit deep
So I don't dive into them waters, I don't too much talk about it
Plus it's not these n***as business when my family love regardless
It ain't too much that can come divide us but the both my pockets
It ain't too much worse than pressing send on "Mama, I ain't got it"
And all that shit just bother me, honestly
Envy every n***a I'm better than, settled in in where I'm tryin' to be
Feel like old friends started doubting me
And family not proud of me
Probably because the shortage in my salary
I got Shady staff like "Get a job", "Go find a hourly"
Told 'em "Fuck that shit", that's more like quitting, and too cowardly
Saan a prodigy, it's not a probably, don't doubt on me
Undoubtedly have n***as looking up that try look down on me