[Verse 1]
Baby got me trippin', I'm sweatin' in the winter
Drownin' in the deep end, oh, fuck, I'm not a swimmer
Nicotine, take some pills, I'm drownin' in this liquor
Mommy is an angel, but pops, he raised a sinner
I spend too long thinkin' of you
Suicide on my mind, everything that you do
I get so high, blunts overdue
You cut me deep, now I'm blue over you

[Refrain]
Suicidal thoughts in the back of the Caddy
Not excited 'bout shit, nothin's makin' me happy
I don't wanna breathe, can't live without you
Lately, I don't give a fuck, not the same without you

[Chorus]
I don't fit in, I'm gone by the mornin'
I'm worthless and so unimportant
Get so high, I come with a warning
This feels like a night in the morning

[Verse 2]
SSRI for the pain
Feed me all your lies, love the taste
Get up out my face, 'cause I hate you
Rewind to the day that I met you
Fucked up, filled cup
Will you love me when the sun's up?
Cigarette breath, now I'm panickin'
Stupid fuckin' bitch got me mad again
[Refrain]
Suicidal thoughts in the back of the Caddy
Not excited 'bout shit, nothin's makin' me happy
I don't wanna breathe, can't live without you
Lately, I don't give a fuck, not the same without you

[Chorus]
I don't fit in, I'm gone by the mornin'
I'm worthless and so unimportant
Get so high, I come with a warning
This feels like a night in the morning

[Refrain]
Suicidal thoughts in the back of the Caddy
Not excited 'bout shit, nothin's makin' me happy
I don't wanna breathe, can't live without you
Lately, I don't give a fuck, not the same without you
Suicidal thoughts in the back of the Caddy
Not excited 'bout shit, nothin's makin' me happy
I don't wanna breathe, can't live without you
Lately, I don't give a fuck, not the same without you