[Verse]

Yeah! Oh my god, oh my god
Alright let's do it
LAWD

[Verse]
You can try to call me me but I never answer
I am working hard but that's the way that I like it
I don't worry the position I'm in, look
I don't have the luxury to procrastinate
And I've been 25 that's at the top of the year
And I've been feeling like my time is running out my greatest fear is that I'll be living with a list of regrets
A whole lot of trespasses that I can never get you n***as stressed about a song upon the internet
How'd it get on the radio does anybody like it or the market dedicate it to and I've been thinking who the hell I'm honestly reaching I am looking for my soul and the person that I am
I've put my life inside the lyrics make it personal
Man I'm certain that my sacrifices really key to my success
I understand I'm missing all the simple things that really matter but this is all I wanted for a minute imma get it
Can't nobody tell me different I'm definitely depending on a pen and a pad
I mean its all that I have
Cause when I'm feeling very low I tend to keep it to myself
I'm not the type to tell it all
I never talk about the pain
I paint a picture on the page and you can make your own assumption or come to a conclusion
What you really know about these artists that you love they only showing you exactly what they wanted you to see and you believe what you being forced fed on the regular
Who am I to judge of this and agree to the beat that I am jealous of the fact that I don't have a large fanbase
Never on the road doing shows
Always in the house I gotta write another record
I recognize my position
I know my role and I'll play it
Find me in the right lane moving at my own leisure
I focus on myself and tried to make the music tougher not accomplishment of others that'll never get you nowhere
Hatred isn't really that inspiring
I cannot despise another person for the thing that they achieve
I'm a get it on my own
Even when no one is helping
I'm a find me a way before I find an excuse but the truth is I'm getting close to giving up 'cause don't nobody give a fuck
I'm looking for another path
I wanna better release a lease a piece of mind and the hopes I receive relief at least I got my talent and story that's all I need
I feel like I'm a lose it I'm working to stay busy
I think imma dissipate, disappear for my insanity
Funny when I was alone when nobody inside my life
They must've thought that I forgot what it felt to be a loser but n***a I still am so don't you ever confuse it
I use my internal aggression to my advantage
I'm usually in a mood that is more manic
My autobiographical sentence upon the canvas
I put it in a song and I'm saying its very candid
I can't let my situation define mantis
Determine the way I'm presenting it to a listener
I got to operate with impunity and integrity
I have to give you something thats coming from my reality
And not another phony fabricate the fake and fallacy
I fantasize about a better life that I will never get and mention for the opportunity is all I really need but didn't want to give it I guess I gotta take it mistaking me for the weak
Okay
I see
My flow is vitamin fortified calling it High-C
I can give you n***as something that is catchy but you never catch me
This is the second coming of the rapture
Disasterious bastard
My mind can imagine
The paradime I put it in the rhyme you n***as can never fathom
I lost myself 'bout 4 years ago
I gotta vision man that I could reach the pinnacle
Another MD n***a I’m a sensei run sim sim salabim
And I been in this shit for a minute
I’m pushing it to the limit
I'm living like I don't have a single thing I could lose
Abusing these beats
At least I'm unique
Just give me another minute the mission is complete
I'm leaving you satisfied and definetly guarentee
[Outro]
Woo
Lord
Knowledge
N***a
Tried to call Tevin Campbell to do background vocals on this
Do you know who Tevin Campbell is?
Tevin Campbell son
You never heard of Tevin Campbell [K.A.A.N.'s laugh]
You make me feel old as shit when I be talking about n***as no one knows about
Well Tevin Campbell, look him up
He's pretty dope
King of the 90's kinda shit
That's it