[Intro]
Oh oh oh ooh
I get so lost, sometimes
Those, eyes
And this emptiness fills my heart

[Verse 1]
The time, it passes, I put my pain in these prophecies
Proper hypotheses, promise prompting me to the precipice
Plead for peace in my messages, press my pen on the page
They amazed, engaged, and the sages I save and slate
It's salacious, I sanctify with the sound like this
Holy water I found I just, pray Jehova can hear me
I panic over discretions, it sets a stress that's affecting this lecture
Sure to alleviate, abbreviate my grievances, grief I feel's Intermediate, leave that shit at the alter
My father's fault that I'm farther from finding a peace of mind
I depict my flaws as peculiar
Aggression kept in my conscience, depression constantly calling
I'm falling and fading fast from the memories of my past
Lawd

[Verse 2]
I remember my adolescence, when we were left with a tyrant
That took the time to degrade and berate us, feeling deflated
I favor my isolation, was super safe in seclusion
Assume I'm soon to succumb, I've become accustomed to misery This pain is second nature, without it I don't feel comfortable
Very socially awkward, with the field that I was set to fill
With the pen I ascend to tell you
What's in my position, purpose, condemned
I'm using my mind as a tool, but if that's been used and abused
I'm feeling confused, as I view my life as a detriment
Dire to feel affection, I have to ask for approval
I have to be heavily sedated, elated by agony, mutilating a track
I need medication for apathy
[Verse 3]
Step on the mic and I said that I'm running a circle around
The flow is astounding, a positive valence
Guess that I really been running for hours
Giving the people a lyrical ballad
That wasn't easily when I devoured
Never a coward, n***as are moving a {?}
Keeping it higher, deal with the lows, I see them a lot
With nowhere to go, emotions I've shown
Considering calling it off because of the pain that I feel on the regular
Very consistent, my attitude bitter
My temperament testing, the word is the way I will lead
And I follow, apologies, I cannot give them
You listening often, I'm straight, to see the potential I said that I can
I feel insecure I don't know who I am
Lawd, fuck, knowledge, God bless