[Intro]
Lawd
Yeah
Uh huh
Sledge made the beat, yeah
Lawd
Yeah
Alright
Hmm

[Verse 1]
The mastermind is back
My flow I'm never forcing it
I'm putting you n***as to sleep when I get on the beat like I'm Dr. Kevorkian
Extortionist
They better proceed with caution
I was just countin' my losses
Giving a vision I really comprised
I'm making it real in front of your eyes
Develop a plan then we strategize
You want my demise and I bet you decide
To antagonize and try to divide
I'm keeping them n***as away from my side
I'm saying what you really gotta do when you intrigue
With the way a motherfucker do it properly
There ain't no way a pussy mothafucker stopping me
I said the flow is similar to an anomaly
What I got to be is one dope MC
That's necessary and legendary
Wonder why a n***a livin' with an attitude
But that's hereditary
Your opinion varies
And the people base it off of a few facades
Was a euphemism, but no you forgot
No, we should be ashamed
And ask for repentance
If you play that back, then I could [?] a sentence
And I fucking meant it, I am so demented
I would cut my wrist until the pain was ending
I was problematic when I needed help
And I pray to god to find a sense of self
And I
Know I never found it, became more grounded
Livin' in a puddle of tears and I was drowning
I put it on a page, amazed, and I'm astounded
To find what it means to really be well rounded
[Bridge]
Lawd
Yea
Sledge made the mothafucking beat
Aha
That's it
Ight let's do it
Yea

[Verse 2]
I keep it honest in my rhymes
That's all that I can do
As I provide the truth
But what's the use
It's hopeless for the youth
We live in a world where nobody cares
And I realize that nobody is there
Unable to hear
I'm making it clear
I'm working to overcome all of my fears
Surpassing the mothafuckin bastard boy
You wanna rap with the pastor giving you his passion
I preach to the masses
You would've never match it
But everything a n***a ever did was a classic
A drastic change that I can make as I fashion
Myself in a position where the people can't pass it
With all of the pain this mothafucker is masking
I still wanna die, what the fuck you really asking?
I've been tried prayer but the shit don't work
Read Psalms 15 but I still feel hurt
God Damn young man, what is your self-worth?
Shit I probably couldn't find it even if I looked
I take a deep breath, accept my regrets
Regroup and expect to be a reject
My pain to deflect
A moment to reflect
Gotta put it on a page
Prepare the concept
And I
Wanna make sure the music is real
Providing a product that people can feel
It's all independent I don't have a deal
But I have been dependent on vices that kill
I pray that the lord has forgiven it all
I'm doing the most, proposing a toast
I'm drinking it all
Till I'm comatose
Lawd