[Intro]
Uh huh
'Bout to throw a party, everybody's been invited
I'm about to throw a party, everybody's been invited
I'm about to throw a party, everybody's been invited
I said bitch my name is Knowledge, everything I spit's enlightening like

[Verse 1]
Hold up n***a what’s your purpose?
Tell me what you represent?
I separate conjunctions, run-on sentences like ampersands
I'm dropping jewels of knowledge, my composite is a helping hand
I'm flowing like a steady stream that's sturdy as the hoover dam
And I don't think they understand that I relate to mental patients
Pop a pill, my I.V's filled with Propofol for concentration
Put me on a stage with flashing lights, I'm under observation
Murder beats like people, treat the page like it’s an operation
Open up your mind without a few sedated medications
Long-awaited meditation from my mental elevation
Peace of mind to find, but by design it was of no relation
Corridor is mighty spacious, I been feeling lonely lately
Kill 'em with a flow that I bet they never seen it
Hit ’em with a side two wide demeanor
Heard they boy once now they all just fiendin'
Think you can do what I do, stop dreaming
Reach for the goddamn spot that nobody ever got till the moment that you actually seize it
Believe it, achieving, it's easy
The cultivated acts of the treason but never for a reason
I don’t even know the person that I am
And I’ve been searching, digging deep it's obsolete, I’m absolutely incomplete
My spirit’s been defeated by the demons that I do possess
I’m too depressed, I’ve been oppressed from pressure, I shall not progress
I must confess my head's a mess
I stress about my sanity
I sanctify my soul upon the pew from views of vanity
Just crucify my flesh then let my blood drip on the canopy
Then catalog or catacomb, I call it home and rest in peace
But mentally I’ve been deceased, depleted by my recreation
Moments of seclusion, my hateful thoughts have been procreating And there’s no illusion or confusion I'ma die alone
So don’t neglect the lessons offered by my introspective thoughts the mine Kaan fury he’ll alert you to a holocaust the putrid scent of death is definite daisies and daffodils
The bane of runneth over old pedal just to make it real with all these voices in my head encouraging my malice
Manifest the manuscript, it was magnetic and magnificent
My father told me I’m too quick 'cause ain't nobody listening
But that n***a don’t know me, when the last time that we really spoke?
I’m wasting all my time with rhymes, ok alright I get it folks
And right before I take my life, insisting I propose a toast
Me and the holy ghost discussing issues that he only knows
But I’m so insecure, I never leave my room
I'm terrified that if I go outside then all my fears will soon be verified and I'm stunting my mental growth
I'm emotionally paralyzed
I live inside a paradigm
I wanna die, is that a crime?
I find that people never care unless the problem's beneficial
Cut my wrists, I'm tearing tendons and vital vascular tissue
But I realize that if I die today, no one would miss me
Tell the coroner to throw my corpse inside of shallow ditches
I been living like a loner, I just pray the lord forgive me
I feel death is beautiful, do you think that’s unusual?