[Verse]
Lawd
Look
I don't believe that I’ll make it
My mind and soul are so vacant
I'm filled with hatred, don't mistake it, I don’t have any love
There's no compassion inside of me
Isolation's been helping
I like to sulk in seclusion when I get down and depressed
And it's fuck 'em all
I hope they burn in hell for ignorance they sellin'
There's no way around it, I find me a way to distract
Attack and then murder them all
This n***a's a lyrical genius
I guarantee that you will see it
I planted a seed from deceit and dissension
The sin I’m repenting is definitely none of your business
But fuck it, I [?] it and take all the credit
Oh yes I am negative, positive that I’m alone
It's the way that I’m livin'
I said I prefer at deterring these pupils opinions
The pen is my friend, it's the only one that I would trust
I feel like that shit is a must
My lyrics they bust
But never develop a [?]
I swear that I'm keeping it pure
The flow is demure
I said that I’m actually sure
We sweeping them off of they feet
Just me and my n***a, the only one that ever trust me to record and strangle the beat
Please, give me 'bout a foot or two
Feast and feed on the feeble
They flee and fly in the flock
But for goodness sake I am not gonna stop
And adjust the formula
Fortified by the FCC
With a hype MC and a senile scene
And I seen my dreams deflate as I contemplate on my character
Who the fuck am I reaching?
I'm hoping hell isn't crowded
It helps to hold in the pain when they cast a stone
And my castle collapses at Sunday masses
I mastered the art of patience
I, do what the fuck that is necessary
I never sleep, I am working a lot
We do not care if you like it
I need my privacy, no one's invited
I am enlightened, I elevated my mind
So I am not selling my soul
The fashion in which I arrived to position myself as a n***a with literal goals
I need to achieve 'cause I feel like I'm on the brink
Like really what have you accomplished?
Nobody cares for your problems
I would suggest that you keep them all to yourself
Bury them deep
Don't ever speak of your pain
N***a start telling them lies:
The way that you "fuck up some commas, so you never taking no losses" you on some bar shit
Living your life to the fullest
You ducking and dodging the bullet or pulling the blunt when you flicking your wrist
And there's water inside of the pot, you whipping that bitch till it rock
But my n***a stop, 'cause that is the image that you are presenting
But you're really not the person you say that you are on the record
I feel like it's reckless
You leading the weak
People are ignorant, they never think for themselves
They wanna live with delusions of grandeur
Why would you lower the standard of standing alone?
Giving you nothing but truth
I'm running this shit like a tyranny, tearing apart whatever I touch
The way I'm conducting myself is a secret
I said that I keep it inside of my heart
I bet that I show all of the morals I really believe
The shit that I bleed
The shit that I breath
The shit that I need
I guess that I gotta reflect
I know that my lyrics connect
So give me respect
Oh now they gon' force me to take it, I cannot create a facade
I cannot get on a beat and then tell you a lie
Reality's something that I have embraced
Even when it is abrasive
Even the moments I feel like I'm breaking
Eliminating all of my confidence
What could it be that has brought me to this?
As I reminisce
I stay on that cinema shit
Making a movie, a verb and a pronoun
There's no way I'ma slow down, can't slow down
Push it to the limit, tryna make a difference
Do it independent, gotta give a message
Fuck a pretty pendant, that wasn't ever my goal
I said that I wanted to grow and show my skill
It seems so far from real
But what can practice do?
It takes the average man and turns him into a myth
But through the mist you see I'm sitting
Insist like "listen to this"
It's persistence and planted patience
Meticulous dedication that motivates
It's the drive for the hunger I feel inside of me
Silently sodomize with a symphony and an orchestra
Infiltrated this industry filled with ignorant impotence
Illustrate my intentions, attempt to show you I am greater
By the grace of God at the altar
I fought the false and fake
And they've fallen, gone the mistakes as I make a cleaner escape
A position to fill the spot in this game that's been fucking gaping
I came, I saw and I conquered, no need for any debate
As I shake up the landscape like the shift of tectonic plates
And I concentrate on the task at hand
Now understand they underestimate the effort I'm giving
That's essential sessions, obsess incessantly
Legibly leave a legacy
Left inside of my lectures and lessons
I lend a helping hand to anyone that feels they can't take it
Have faith, I promise you'll make it