K.A.A.N
๐™’๐™๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™š ๐™‡๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™š๐™จ
๐•๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž ๐Ÿ : ๐Š.๐€.๐€.๐
And Iโ€™ve got a couple of flows
You love my speed and Iโ€™m giving you all of my heart
Everything that Iโ€™m feeling inside donโ€™t I confide on the records
Repugnant pundits that push agendas and pass judgment
My confidence consequently squandered, Iโ€™m being honest
These moments never lapse
I sit and watch them pass me
But still find time for the craft throughout the mist of madness
This mind numbing tactic has now been a major factor
What you see as monotonous becomes my daily practice
Studied the rhyme but from front to back till I know it all
Its every adjective, its every consonant, its every simile, verb, noun, its fortified
Itโ€™s for the soul but itโ€™s all composed like a fragile mind

๐‚๐ก๐จ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฌ : ๐‹๐€๐๐€ ๐ƒ๐„๐‹ ๐‘๐„๐˜
White lines, pretty baby, tattoos
Don't know what they mean
They're special, just for you
White palms, baking powder on the stove
Cookin' up a dream
Turnin' diamonds into snow

๐•๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž ๐Ÿ : ๐Š.๐€.๐€.๐
And my family worked they whole lives
Iโ€™ve seen em' struggle and survive
Thatโ€™s where I learned the meaning of sacrifice
To love someone so much that you put your dreams on the shelf
To provide a life for them that you never had for yourself
I recall all them nights at deep run, arguments over low funds, roaches inside the dresser
But never settle for less
All these rappers speak on progression as though theyโ€™ve actually seen it
This mindboggling selfishness
As though materialistic shit can fix all your problems in situations and instances
Iโ€™ve seen what money does to the soul
It muddies it
If thereโ€™s no moral compass
But youโ€™ve amassed an amount of wealth
Then invest in a crucifix, an attempt at saving yourself
I can tell you itโ€™s fucking hopeless but that would be pessimistic
The poster child, for contain negativity, I will never be
No longer am I lost in my thoughts, Iโ€™m doing the best I can
I have to put myself in their shoes, how hypocritical
Am I to judge what someoneโ€™s been through?
Or why the act they way they act and do the things that they do
Itโ€™s all perspective
We subject ourselves to different vices and my advice is be decisive with decisions you make
Donโ€™t be overly obsessed
Find some balance and truth, everything in due time, itโ€™s not as bad as you think
The frame youโ€™re seeing things through
Just multiply it by two, and youโ€™ll see a bigger picture than the one you currently view
๐‚๐ก๐จ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฌ : ๐‹๐€๐๐€ ๐ƒ๐„๐‹ ๐‘๐„๐˜
White lines, pretty baby, tattoos
Don't know what they mean
They're special, just for you
White palms, baking powder on the stove
Cookin' up a dream
Turnin' diamonds into snow

๐•๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž ๐Ÿ‘ : ๐Š.๐€.๐€.๐
And I wanted to make it I guess, how do i live with the criticisms?
People will give an opinion they put it upon a pedestal
A penny for your thoughts but I never asked for change
My work ethics ridiculous and yours is not the same
I swear to god and I wrote it all with a pure intention
The truest testament with no excess or false aesthetics
You couldnโ€™t imagine or fathom the effort Iโ€™m exhuming
My heart and souls in the shit but yet they force me to prove it
Who in the fuck wouldโ€™ve done it the way that Iโ€™ve done it with all of the pressure
No label backing, no facetious claims of independence, no hidden investor
This shit is developed in my mind
I pray to god and ask for strength and patience through these times
Itโ€™s to the point that Iโ€™m passed insane but itโ€™s intertwined
4:30 AM, Iโ€™m up and my day has just begun
Iโ€™m living a life of focus
Iโ€™m giving you nothing but realness
But give it a couple a minutes, I swear youโ€™ll hear all my devotion
Feel like Iโ€™m stagnant
Iโ€™m running in place
All of the time that Iโ€™ve invested have I spent it in vain?
Givin you a better effort, shouldnโ€™t that work more?
Got me thinking to myself what I do all of this for
How you complain about the hatred but you accepting of love
So I take the good with the bad and I ignore the assumptions
I ainโ€™t read comments in years โ€˜cause they won't do nothing for me
I never take for granted the fact Iโ€™m alive
Itโ€™s a blessing
๐‚๐ก๐จ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฌ : ๐‹๐€๐๐€ ๐ƒ๐„๐‹ ๐‘๐„๐˜
White lines, pretty baby, tattoos
Don't know what they mean
They're special, just for you
White palms, baking powder on the stove
Cookin' up a dream
Turnin' diamonds into snow