Think I need some help getting over you
For some reason you’re what I’m thinking about
Despite what we all going through
Did I lose my sense of self to you now?
Feel like I’m doing way too much breathing out

I need to put my phone down and go find my friends
I should have listened to them
They’re always right in the end
I need to find a piece and finally breathe in

Then take my ass to bed girl
Fuck what you said girl
I’m tired of giving in

This hold on me has gone on for way too long
Breaking my back from carrying you around
I gotta realize you were nevеr good for me
In my head living rent free
Anxiеty is your payment
I just gotta say it

If you think this song is about you, then no it isn’t and
If you thought you heard me say your name no you didn’t
In fact I should say some shit to make sure you think you don’t know me
You thought that switch up was something special
You’re far from the only girl who’s said that same shit to me just in different ways
I always think this one is different but you’re all the same
Talking circles around me so I can’t walk in a straight line
You got me so fucked up feel like I need bechdel time
Looking back all your faces look the same
When you hear the same thing thirteen times it's hard to put a face to the game
You’re doing way to much in my mind
That ghost of yours is really taking its time

This hold on me has gone on for way too long
Breaking my back from carrying you around
I gotta realize you were never good for me
In my head living rent free, anxiety is your payment
I ran out of patience

They’re just being shitty so why would waste my time
It just never works like that way does it
No
Like even if you know you’re friends are always right because everybody says that
And like potentially know you better than you know yourself
Some people just don’t have the energy to put the work into the relationship and that’s when its like you just gotta walk away