[Verse]
Motorola razor, keep that shit on my waist
Haven't felt alive since 2008
Time goes on and we start to get older
Swear that I'ma die with this chip on my shoulder, yuh
Saw myself turn into somethin' I hate
Told you that I'd stay but then I drifted away
I'd apologize but I don't know what to say
I can't feel a thing, it's not your fault either way

And she wanna call me
Tell me bout her day
But I got like 88 things on my mind
And I'm not even listening
And she don't deserve that
And I don't deserve this
Seems like the only time I can feel anything
Is when I'm nervous, yeah

I told you once, I told you twice
You try to run, you try to hide
But it's gonna hit you like "ooh"
Cause I been up and I been down
But every time I think I'm fine this feeling gon' find me like yuh
Know I'm hard to love cause I been numb
I swear to god I needed this
I needed you and I still do
And this klonopin is all up in my veins
It numbs the pain
It keeps me sane
But I can't feel a thing