[Verse]
Dropped what I'm doing to pick your burden up
Stopped how I'm moving since you been hurting up
Option for freedom serve as a path, but you hesitant we gon' crash 'cause I constantly keep on swerving up
Conscious of all the times you've been pissed
I ignored the calls and the texts when you asking me if I worked enough
Honestly, wished that I had more time, but it's hard when I'm on the grind
I've been noticing I ain't heard you much, damn
Like is we meant to be?
I can see it's fucking with you mentally
I can see you struggle with the fact that all these women show me love and it's corruption to your еnergy
But, that ain't fuckin' with the way I feel
It's just a little bit of nothing, ain't no shadе to deal
Your assumption that I fuck with her is voiding you, and I been binded every since I met you
Shit been way too real
I woulda drove out to your college all them weekends when you thought we was growing apart
With all the armor that you wearing, I was never that prepared when you showed me your heart
A lot of scars, due to the fact that your father wasn't shit, and you known from the start
Sometimes you see your pops in me, and I can tell because you slowly turn cold in the dark
Maybe I'm just lying to myself about my greatness
I remember flying out to D.R. that one summer with your family, and you started tweaking on me when I fucked up your vacation
I make every moment we should share into a moment 'bout myself because that's all a n***a ever known
How can I expect to show you love, when I ain't never seen the love inside the house in which a n***a grown?
Now I feel defective like a bomb
In the middle of a battle, and my purpose had me set to blow
Shadows of reflection from your eyes when the light from the sun purge the demons I ain't never show
Good days followed by the rain
It would pay to swallow up my pain, but the drizzle from the clouds feel calm when it rest upon my veins
I would shield you from the onslaught if it meant I kept you sane
Here I go talking about myself when I should be talking to you to just listen to your concerns
The problem with learning to be a man is a trial by fire
N***as ain't learning shit 'til they burn