This Is What I Do to Feel Close to You

This is what I do to feel close to you
Can't you see?

Chasing the quiet 'til I realize you're chasing me
Chasing, chasing, chasing me

Up and down and up again
Restlessness, a tail wind

Is this what you do to be close to me?
Unraveling my whole heart again?
Rending the firmament?

What is left
Except
Rest?