Hopped on a plane for the first time today
I can't look back
I needed some self-assurance
I'm gonna find that

Got a book off the shelf today
It's gonna tell me what I should say
I don't know how to talk, when you're looking that way

Feeling bad for saying
Oh my god
No I'm not kidding
Gave me a sudden feeling
That I didn't have a place

You said that I was brave
But I just feel insane
You said to look into your face each day
Can you tell I'd never look away

I'm tired of running away
But I turned this town upside down
And I never found another like you
God turned off all the lights

There's gotta be a way
I'm tired of feeling like you only stay
Out of guilt and out of shame
But did we know any other way
I didn't know any other way