[OmenXIII]
I do not need your attention
I do not want your affection
Where were you when I was empty?
Where were you when I was helpless?
Desperate, lonely, senseless and I’m frozen
Reckless and I’m broken
Where were you before I was omen?
Emotion motion, like the ocean flowin’ slowly through my eyelids
Open, close em’, and I’m fading
Changing life is not the same
A game just ain’t a game
I breathe but I’m not alive
A slaver to my own mind
I seek but I cannot find and I re but I cannot wind
Reminisce can’t turn back time
So now I look to the future and I try to see some light

I’m spending time waiting for you
And you never came
So now it’s just not the same
So just know it’s not the same
I’m spending time waiting for you
And I’m still waiting in the same old place with the same old [?]
On my fucking face
It’s just not the same
[J TRAUMA]
I wonder if you saw the marks on my arms, you feel some sense of guilt
I wonder if you’re in the sins for my ignorance it [?] the [?]
I spent so much time by myself
I should live from in [?] my demons catching up with me
[?] once again, razors and, getting dull and they won’t go deep enough to bleed

It’s for they want to [?] hidden behind the scenes
The only time I get a call is when they want to get high with me
Instead the point of doing drugs
The only way I can substances
Every given moment I just want to say “fuck this”
And leave without even saying goodbye to the people who give a fuck
And these people are the reason I haven’t given up
I’m just sick of being the let down, walking with my head down

[OmenXIII]
So alone, so alone, so alone
So alone, so alone, so alone
So alone, so alone, so alone
So alone, so alone, so alone

I’m spending time waiting for you
And you never came
So now it’s just not the same
So just know it’s not the same
I’m spending time waiting for you
And I’m still waiting in the same old place with the same old [?]
On my fucking face
It’s just not the same