[Intro]
Live from the depths
Heart in the sea, weak in the knees
Weight on my chest
Pressure is up, stay on the run
Hitting my reps
Came from the dirt, stain on my shirt
And hitting connects
Needed a plug, then found me a gun
My soul ain't the best
Uber depressed, the truth of it all
I'll spare you the rest
Think I'm in need of some rest
Think I'm in need of some guidance
Spending nights in hiding
Spending months in search of
An end to all this fighting

[Verse 1]
Monsters when I look in the mirror
But I never seen the path clearer
Back it up, you don't wanna come nearer
Started off as believer
Might hit 180 and leave it to beaver
Who's to say we don't fade out?
Playing songs that been greyed out
Still ain't found my way out (nah, nah)
Acting like it's all perfect
Fake as Amazon merch is
Tried but ain't got no purchase, uh
[Chorus]
You gon' have to come correct with me
Living like it's yours, but shit ain't free
Had some plans about who I could be
Do or don't, the blame is still on me
Yeah, it's on me
If I stay or go, it's still on me
It's on me, yeah yeah
It's on me

[Verse 2]
It's on you if you wanna cut me off
I'm sick, I'm done, you won, get lost
Think I don't think about the cost
I do, and that's the shit I bought
Faith in me, that's the shit I need
Wrong things the only shit you see
"Make your choice," the shit I can't believe
Okay then, you won't hear shit from me
That's on me, bruh
I'm on the level, we equal
Free will to all my people
We equal, we equal
If you ain't rocking with me
Roll along then, just leave
Won't catch me on my knees
You can do as you please
[Chorus]
You gon' have to come correct with me
Living like it's yours, but shit ain't free
Had some plans about who I could be
Do or don't, the blame is still on me
Yeah, it's on me
If I stay or go, it's still on me
It's on me, yeah yeah
It's on me

[Verse 3]
Nothing matters, I'm rolling
Set up the pins and we bowling
Them bars had my mind opened
Void sitting, just floating
That's perspective, ain't it?
Pale as fuck with how much I been shaded
Pass me up, it's an arc, I been training
They want my canvas, they want to paint it