[Verse 1]
They don't want me gone but they don't want me here
Either living through the screen or I be living through the fear
Came from the OC, moved up top
So I'm claiming Norf Norf, but I never lived in Long Beach
Huh, got like seventeen girls on my phone
Tryna get me alone but I can't go nowhere
Ain't feeling so immaculate
I think he bitter 'cause I'm passing him
Sunshine on my life but the clouds in the sky darken it so it's night
I'm sorry for all y'all, but I had to leave
And I know he's gon' call me, I don't care 'cause I'm free

[Verse 2]
Spending all the time by myself in a dark room passing the hours
Cleaning but I don't feel clean, all black in my mental
Might cop me a rental
Speed off on the highway, crash down to the ocean, hmm
Saying that I won't do it, huh?
I write the truth in my music, you
Don't understand, I'm just a kid but I got me a plan
I'm up with Zach on a flight to Japan
You see my feelings reflect on my hands
Just for the record, I retract my statements
About all the things that I said in the past
That never lasts, slowed myself down, I was moving too fast
Going too far, tried to be careful, I shot past the bar
And I went up to space but crashed down in the sand, man
Take some time? How can I do that when I don't have any left?
Losing my breath but I got to suck it up and walk oh so many step
[Bridge]
Get me in there, get me in there
I just wanna lay under the stars, play with her hair
She wan' take me bare, she gon' take me there
Traveling the earth, but I still ain't seen the world

[Hook]
Try and call me
You can try and call me and I won't answer
I been through so much in my life so I'm sorry but you don't matter
17, 17 years old with a rip in my soul already
Tryna fill up the hole like steady
And I'm looking but no one get me

[Verse 3]
Uh, talk that talk
Do what you gotta do and play that ball
Mix that ice with all the water make it look like Sprite
I'm on top, they say the higher then the harder you fall
You can't call, I won't answer 'cause I'm all withdrawn
And I'm all pissed off, rewinding the convos that left me raw
Close your mouth before I go and lock your jaw
Lock that up like I'm on parole, commas on commas
I quit my job, I don't care 'bout the dollars
That's that VVS, just look at, it's flawless
Do not compare me to them, I'm an artist
Don't think I've ended, I'm just getting started, and
I built these walls with my own two hands and
I always prayed and I look to the Man
Sand shifting and whipping around in the wind
Since the summer, life been a struggle with sin
[Hook]
Try and call me
You can try and call me and I won't answer
I been through so much in my life so I'm sorry but you don't matter

[Verse 4]


[Outro]
Chop me off, chop me off
Chop me off, chop me off
Chop me off, chop me off
Chop me off, I'm so raw
I'm like