[Verse 1]
Welcome, yeah
I ain't new to this shit
I stood right behind the edges of cliffs
I ain't slip, said that I would never go there again
If I did, tell my parents that they raised a good kid
But those trips that I took had me jumping the ship
And my mind steer me to the jagged rocks all the time
And I rhyme just to look for something I'll never find
If I die, tell my brother, he should know that I tried
If I die, tell my sister that it's gon' be alright, it's my time

[Bridge]
It's my time, and I'll shine
Just like a lighthouse do, yеah
Bruh, I know that I'm gonna make it through, yah
It's my time, and I'm gon' shine

[Verse 2]
Pеdal backwards to the streets I used to live on
Pass somebody, handlebars I tell 'em get on
My future was never something they would bid on
Now I look back as the past me getting shit on
Lighthouse keeper, hit me on my beeper
Thoughts is creeping, feed me anesthesia
Wanna cry but the tears don't form, what you been on?
I could dive in the bottle, it's got me pretty warm
And I'm torn as a tattered flag in a storm, dawg
Middle of the crowd, and I'm still alone, dawg
Spitting venom, I had to get sentimental
Put a show on for tonight
Bitch I'm feeling like Jimmy Leno, ah
I'm back to back with it
Throwing hands on my Pacquaio shit
I'm moving in, homie
Y'all gon' have to pack ya shit
Twin flame, I been searching for a match that flick
Just dropped AWFUL SUMMER
How he cheffed a batch that quick?
Shit, I'm just preaching what I'm doing
Go by many names, you could call me j. sula
[Outro]
Aye
J-O-S-H
A-M-A
S-U-L-A
That's my name

Part 2
Call me if you wanna
Long way from that awful summer
Mr. Lonely, I'm feeling like Mr. Lover, huh
Heart in pieces, my monument lookin' rubbled up
Anxiety and apathy hitting a double dutch
As I hit the clutch, I'm tryna watch the timing
I stumbled down the mountain, gotta keep climbing
Errybody in the building keep watching
I'ma just keep on bossing, chees
Five beats a day for three summers
I do what I want when I wanna
Try to act like a young hot stunna
Six in the chamber, that's one big bummer, dawg