[Verse 1]
Do I have somebody or am I all alone?
Used to have the world, now no one dials up the phone
I was on the summit of the mountain I had climbed
Now it's looking like this the hill I'll die on
I had so much faith, so I wonder where it's gone
I can't pray, so I'm writing You a song
All of my mistakes, by the grace of my God
They been thrown away, why's my vibe feeling off?

[Chorus]
I just gotta wonder
Ship is going under
Prone in the covers, I'm
Thinking 'bout the summer
I had to be cutthroat
Cut off to the utmost
I know if I let go
I know I'll be done for

[Verse 2]
God forgives, I don't forget
Found out, surprised that I slept
I'm the prodigal, I wonder what's nеxt
Jehovah watching me and I know that He wеpt
Good God, my soul like an anchor, no lie
My guys said, "Stop thinking 'bout it," I've tried
By this time, I just can't hide
Oh my my, I'll drown in my pride
[Chorus]
I just gotta wonder
Ship is going under
Prone in the covers, I'm
Thinking 'bout the summer
I had to be cutthroat
Cut off to the utmost
I know if I let go
I know I'll be done for

[Verse 3]
Read on your Bible and say your prayers, go to church
Man, I done tried everything but I still feel hurt
I'm King David in my grief, torn shirts
And I don't mean to offend, but can God still work?
Lost in the world, can You still find me?
My heart a safari, goodness
My mind sloppy, time rotting
I'm jotting my thoughts
While the ink blotting
I'm a carbon copy of the Psalmist
Sounding the alarms, never thought I was alarmist
I had the world, I wanted more
I'm sole to blame, I opened the door
I asked for knowledge, God gave me pain
I asked for light, I got the rain
I saw the flowers, now I cower
I was dominating, I'm devoured
[Verse 4: Not sure]
I ain't really feeling the energy in the room
Every time I come around you brush me off just like a broom
You treat me like trash, what am I to you, a broom?
I got dark circles around my eyes 'cause of you
I told you shit you shoulda took to the tomb
But told everyone and said "Are we still cool?"
Enough of that shit, I'm through with you
I'm leaving right now bitch, keep my jewels
And thanks for turning my screws
'Cause you gave me inspiration to write these new age blues