Julien Baker
Katerina & Roofus in Lollapaloozaville/Good News
You asked me if I know
“Who is that playing on the radio?”
And I told you it was me
Why did I say that
It was stupid
'Cause you love me no matter what I did
And I said, oh yeah, you’re the one for me
Let’s grow old in a house in Tennessee
And I said, oh yeah, I’m the one for you
And we’ll never run out of things to do
Your long hair, a short walk
My biggest fear and a slow watch
In the thin air, my ribs creak
Like wooden dining chairs when you see me
Always scared that every situation ends the same
With a blank stare
Me and the tap water circling the sink drain
Because it's heavy, but I'm trying really hard
To keep my nose clean and the blue out of my arms
But it's not easy
It's not easy
When what you think of me is important
And I know it shouldn't be so damn important
But it is to me
And I'm only ever screaming at myself in public
I know I shouldn't act this way in public
I know I shouldn't make my friends all worry
When I go out at night
And grind my teeth like sutures, my mouth like a wound
When I stay up and throw my voice about you
Or less about you and more about
How I ruin everything I think could be good news