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I had an existential crisis at five
In a Jack and Jill bathroom, I learned to survive
The first time I smoked with my friends
I said: "Fuck this, I don't wanna do this again"

But I'm still out tonight and I just wanna sleep
But they say one more time

I love burning bright, but I'm burning out
And I love getting high, but it's killing me
How would I know what's the wrong way to live
When I'm more scared of what it's be like to not live right?
To not get high?