[Hook - 6o]
I've been feeling numb, feeling numb for a while
Going too fast, really need to slow down
Trying to make it last but it don't hold doubt
Doing what I can but I don't know how

[Refrain - 6o]
I don't wanna lose myself to some dumb shit
That I'm not even 'bout
Lately I've been abusing, my consumption's way too my right now
Baby this is not it, I feel like they're watching, I don't want them watching, oh oh oh
Please give me some options, anything to stop it, anything to stop them, oh oh oh

[Verse 1 - 6o]
Even with my people around me I still feel alone
Always trying to do whats right, but always end up doing wrong
Boost a week, go get that bag, but that's the last thing that I want
Know I've been getting closer to God, gets all these demons out my soul
I won't let, no no no no, promise I won't go that low
Promise you I rather die than let them take over control
And I won't let, no no no no, promise I won't go that low
Promise you I rather die than let them take over control

[Hook - 6o]
I've been feeling numb, feeling numb for a while
Going too fast, really need to slow down
Trying to make it last but it don't hold doubt
Doing what I can but I don't know how
[Refrain - 6o]
I don't wanna lose myself to some dumb shit
That I'm not even 'bout
Lately I've been abusing, my consumption's way too my right now
Baby this is not it, I feel like they're watching, I don't want them watching, oh oh oh
Please give me some options, anything to stop it, anything to stop them, oh oh oh

[Verse 2 - lil rxspy]
Falling from the jump, she said she got attached quick
I ain't gotta ask, all my hoes can do a backflip
Fucking on my third one, I call that a hattrick
I'm the fuckboy that your ex got back with
I ain't gotta ask, she gon' do what I want
Race into the bag, I lost track of my funds
And I ain't gotta ask, she suck dick when she's done
And then we sit down on my couch and do drug together, fuck whatever
I don't even care if I die in September
I don't even care if I'd die, you'd remember
Every single promise that I made will last forever

[Refrain - 6o]
I don't wanna lose myself to some dumb shit
That I'm not even 'bout
Lately I've been abusing, my consumption's way too my right now
Baby this is not it, I feel like they're watching, I don't want them watching, oh oh oh
Please give me some options, anything to stop it, anything to stop them, oh oh oh
[Outro - 6o]
Baby this is not it, I feel like they're watching, I don't want them watching, oh oh oh
Please give me some options, anything to stop it, anything to stop them, oh oh oh