Ramirez
I Really Don’t Know What to Call This
Yeah, rollin' up my weed, killing the pain with the shit I'm smokin' (smokin')
Looking in the mirror, fearing, what I'm feeling's just a [?]
I'm talking to devils, I feed 'em, get nearer
I'm looking for God, cause shit is too clear
But I'm too grown to believe in false figures
Now I'm rollin' throught the intersection thinkin' bout my momma (bout my momma)
Man, it's so crazy how she stood through all the drama (all the drama)
Standin' in the [?] my [?] will set the [?]
Now I'm living out my whole life like it's dead before the sun up, yeah
Suicide runnin' through my mind
Dancin' in the darkness and I'm feeilng to [?]
[?] on whiskey and I'm taking on my time
As I'm talking to the devil while [?] going blind
Yеah, finding myself escaping the shit with thе drug (ay, ay, ay, yeah)
Losing myself and nobody can help me, now what? (ay, ay, ay, yeah)
Tryna realise I'm losing the fight (ay, ay, ay, yeah)
One wrong move - I'm seeing a light (ay, ay, ay)
Momma told me this life is crazy (too crazy)
Lookin up at the sky, like how can you take me? (can you take me?)
Tryna find peace within myself (within myself)
I don't know if I'm living in heaven or hell (I don't know, woah)