[Hook: Katie Noonan]
We went from being in love
Disillusioned
What's the meaning of
This illusion
Should have read the signs
So beware
Saw beneath the lies
This illusion
[Verse 1: Drapht]
Yo, I can't take the blame and the mistrust
I was meant to be the one you loved
Now nothing but reoccurring thoughts of wanderlust
Run through my dreamscape 'cause each day
Each fight, lose a little bit of life
Lose a little bit of me, all your spirituality
It doesn't mean a thing 'less you practice what you preachin'
Can't handle your crocodile tears when you see me
See you gotta learn your own lessons
At your own pace, we divided
Night after night we collided
Both lost our drive from the fighting, sorta like road rage
I ain't tryna change you
Don't mean to rub you up the wrong way, not a genie
But if I had a wish it would be to stop the screaming
For you to find your happiness and understand the meaning
Of love, it comes from within you
And the mirror is a window, life is that simple
But you complicate it swapping insights with insults
I'm so damn tired and sick of this
We turned lemons into lemonade
To escape all the bitterness
But man, I can't live like this
[Hook: Katie Noonan]
We went from being in love
Disillusioned
What's the meaning of
This illusion
Should have read the signs
So beware
Saw beneath the lies
This illusion
[Post-Hook: Katie Noonan]
Tears drop
Like rainfall
On my window
Rain drops
Remind us
What we've been through
[Verse 2: Drapht]
Do you remember when I left that summer and I text you?
The next intention it wasn't sex
I always expect a text back though, 'cept nothing
Came what the fuck is that, game changer
When your name it never popped up, no new message
Nothing in my inbox, sound of the phone locked up
Perhaps no doctor could find a pulse
Heart dropped down around my ankles
How to handle business when you occupy up on my mind
What type of guy am I getting lost in the eyes of this lioness
Yes, the feeling you die to find
Hearing the violins was one of the vital signs
A science a chemical process
Caught fighting over them and we meant to be grownups
No end 'cause no one is knowing when
To stop when enough is enough and when to give up
[Hook: Katie Noonan]
We went from being in love
Disillusioned
What's the meaning of
This illusion
Should have read the signs
So beware
Saw beneath the lies
This illusion
[Post-Hook: Katie Noonan]
Tears drop
Like rainfall
On my window
Rain drops
Remind us
What we've been through
[Hook: Katie Noonan]
We went from being in love
Disillusioned
What's the meaning of
This illusion
Should have read the signs
So beware
Saw beneath the lies
This illusion