To live in a body like mine

Makes each unmanageable man

To wish each night to fall inside

The palm of something's hand

I wish it was wired in me

To crawl and to submit

To weep to every gentle song

Pretend I'm delicate

I wish to be kissed deeply

And fall into two arms

To shrink back down to bath toy

And be bounced like a ball of yarn

The cast list has been posted

I'm the lead and the support

The vain, abusive alpha male

And the lady that he courts

How could you expect me to do all my talents promised?

How could you expect perfection when I'm Gemini dishonest?

How could I do better than my best? I'm just a kid, I'm just a kid

I've always been

“Peter! Where are you going? We have work to do. I moved the rock to find you running. I've moved myself to match your inner pace. You're the rock upon which I build my church, the focal center of my wet scope. We have work to do. I can't keep shivering myself 'til crumpled. I miss you, and I forgive you.”

And I do what you tell me to

Because I love you

I have to