[Verse 1]
Patience is a virtue
But heaven isn't for someone like me
And I would only hurt you
Standing on your shoulders in the deep

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s hunting season, always all or nothing
My legs are so tired, how is anybody running?
Why the hell am I so devoid of any meaning?
What is living for if you don’t know what to believe in?

[Chorus]
It's been so hard for so long
It's been so hard for so long
Where did I go so damn wrong?
It's been so hard

[Verse 2]
The forest has a fire
But all it ever seems to do is rain (All it ever seems to do is rain)
And I wish I was lighter
So you would never have to hold my weight (Would never have to hold my weight)

[Pre-Chorus]
It's hunting season, heading into wintеr
Running from the gun, but it's my hand on the trigger
Why thе hell am I so afraid of going deeper?
I blame everybody, but the person in the mirror
[Chorus]
It's been so hard for so long
It's been so hard for so long
Where did I go so damn wrong?
It's been so hard

[Bridge]
I'm scared I'll always be this way
That people will not wanna stay
That I'll wake up forever hoping
I just make it through the day
That I'll make myself smaller
To fit someone else's version that
I'll lay down on my deathbed an unhappy fucking person

[Outro]
It's hunting season, I don't have a weapon
I am at your mercy, I was just a freshman
Why the hell am I somewhere in between the crossfire?
I say that I'm fine, I have become such a good liar