Courtney Parker
Stolen Innonence
I find it's funny how a smile can hide a broken heart
And how the masking of your feelings is a secret art
Would you have seen this coming?
I know she hides it well
The whole world is really under this girls tragic spell
Thinking nothing of the glare in her big brown eyes
Little do they know, they're a great disguise
She wakes up, watches the sunrise
Starts reeling off the bucket loads of sad lies
"Are you alright?"
"Yes" she replies
No one can hear the scream of her internal cries
She thinks there's no hope and no faith left to give
Feels no reason and no purpose for her soul to live
How could you take this girl, and make her feel secure
Then go grab your mates and make her feel impure?
Cause now she's damaged forever and her thoughts are stained
With every memory you gave her you should be ashamed
Did you like it when you heard her screaming out in pain?
I bet the thought of it is driving her insane
One of the worst crimes that you could commit
And for what? Just for your own selfish benefit
And now she's thinking "Do I even deserve to live?"
Cause what you did there is no way she could forgive
She was so innocent until that event
You made an indent on her present
Now she's forced to travel down her life on this path
Guess you really didn't think of the aftermath
Was it intentional?
Are you delusional?
Did you understand what you were doing at all?
What a waste of such a precious girl I will admit
You took advantage of her and now you've ruined it
And I just hope that one day she will recover
And a genuine smile she will discover
Sometimes the outside it don't mean a thing
Cause this girl she's beautiful when you start digging in
And I'll admit that there's nothing left to say
But I promise that everything will be okay
And just remember that I'm here for you whenever
It's gonna be that way with us forever
Cause you know that I'm never really very far
And you hear this song you'll know who you are
So I hope you cherish the words that I wrote for you
And I admire you for everything you've been through
You are stronger than you'd ever know I promise you
Just think back at all those awful things,you know it's true
You're still standing here
Healthy and alive
And if you truly believe
I know that you'll survive