[Verse 1]
Why is everything so vague?
My personality is fading away
Pushing my fingers inside my bed, leverage
For the thought of me wanting everyone’s head, I said

[Chorus]
I just want time to mentally heal
She said she has love for me in shape of a pill
She told me crush it up and just say how it feel
Ain't it funny how everything is surreal?

[Verse 2]
Ain't it funny how everything isn't real?
Ain't it funny I’m feeling the need to kill?
Ain't it funny you taking me as a joke?
It's all funny 'til I am painting your throat, I said
Suddenly nothing seems to be real
I know how to get inside of your head for real
I know that atomically I will never feel
That's not a problem with me, saying you will
She say that's enough
They don't know me, nah
Schizoid on the run
I feel fear from love
[Chorus]
I just want time to mentally heal
She said she has love for me in shape of a pill
She told me crush it up and just say how it feel
Ain't it funny how everything is surreal?
I just want time to mentally heal
She said she has love for me in shape of a pill
She told me crush it up and just say how it feel
Ain't it funny how everything is surreal?

[Verse 3]
Stop rushing me into shit
I do not want to commit
You are weak, it got me super sick
Do you really wanna know, or do you wanna go?
Do you really wanna leave? Well, take a breath of me
Do you really wanna know, or do you wanna go?
Do you really wanna leave? Well, take a breath of me
Still
Take a breath out of my body, how it feel?
Nicotine all in my body, now I’m chill
Evaporate into the sky and now I tilt
The way you always on my ass, you like a kilt
Baby girl don't got my back, I know she cheat
Loving everything, she love to fucking hate
I might ask her friend from yesterday to date
I'm manipulated day after day
[Chorus]
I just want time to mentally heal
She said she has love for me in shape of a pill
She told me crush it up and just say how it feel
Ain't it funny how everything is surreal?
I just want time to mentally heal
She said she has love for me in shape of a pill
She told me crush it up and just say how it feel
Ain't it funny how everything is surreal?