[Verse 1]
All my feelings feel way too much for me, now I'm breaking
But I ain't got time for that right now, so I keep bailing
Out on deals I make with myself when I fall asleep
'Cause these days I don't have a dream

[Pre-Chorus]
How will I ever grow?
With this handful of seeds
I'm fed up, It's me I decieve
I'm tryna let it go
I keep haunting my dreams
I'm fed up, I can't fall asleep
Can't fall asleep

[Chorus]
Hold up, I'm picking up the pieces
No luck, I've been running on my knees
Ain't nobody told me
How hard it is to hug your enemies
I'm getting there slowly
Got a vendetta with who I used to be

[Verse 2]
My emotions plan an ambush on me, but I see them coming
An army suited up for war, but they shoot for nothing
I keep tеlling on myself, I'm my own worst enemy
But thеse days I trick myself to sleep
[Pre-Chorus]
How will I ever grow?
With this handful of seeds
How will I ever know?
How to fight what I see
I'm tryna let it go
I keep haunting my dreams
I'm fed up, I can't fall asleep
Can't fall asleep

[Chorus]
Hold up, I'm picking up the pieces
No luck, I've been running on my knees
Ain't nobody told me
How hard it is to hug your enemies
I'm getting there slowly
Got a vendetta with who I used to be

[Outro]
Sick of all, of all the wicked thoughts
That keep on picking on, my mind