O.S.T.R.
Ni₵ (ENGLISH TRANSLATION)
[Intro]
I am alone, in the face of problems I can only count on myself
I don't believe in the future, not much is going my way
I curse the intellect, I wish I didn't know about everything on the battlefield alone!

[Verse 1]
Honey, I can't be afraid anymore
I'm tired of the constant pressure, I feel like I'm wasting my time
I honestly miss him all the time, stress keeps me awake
Get the fuck out 24/7 to finally find paradise
I'd like to shoot in the temple
My inner voice urges me to do it every day
Children keep me alive, I keep coming back for them
Back to square one, so I open the safe and put the gun down
Mother, I would like to accompany the cormorants in flight
For now, I'm picking up a drunken identity off the floor
Mom, I have many marks on my heart
I repeat mistakes that are not supposed to happen anymore
I can't live like that, maybe that's why I love silence and like being alone
Loneliness in a crowd - my condition that I still suppress for years
The higher you are, the harder you fall on your face (life)

[Chorus]
People want to see you fall in the face
They rub their hands when they see the receipt forfeit
I have nothing to look at, I have nothing
I have nothing but my heart, nothing
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[Verse 2]
I don't know what I'm writing this for, I pour out my anger in verses
I would like to do something with my life - shout: "camera stop!"
I dropped the sort just to take a sober look at the events weave
I am helpless, as if I am constantly losing my hands
With every album, I don't think it's a movie
That it was over, I lost my last game chip
People fuck when I'm fine, whores don't know anything
The kids haven't seen their father for a month now - it's a shame
Constant pressure, keep the family from unstable work
Take it, I didn't get out of thin air
The drunk orchestra is already playing the funeral march
I don't know if it's depression, I could use a psychiatrist
I am looking for a cutoff by walking around the city at night
I'm too old for drugs, although too young not to want to
Still fly, go crazy, find a plan for myself
The higher you are, the harder you fall on your face (life)

[Chorus]
People want to see you fall in the face
They rub their hands when they see the receipt forfeit
I have nothing to look at, I have nothing
I have nothing but my heart, nothing
X2