Now I'm lost and I’m weary, so many tears
I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me
My every move is a calculated step
To bring me closer to embrace an early death
Now there’s nothin' left
There was no mercy on the streets
I couldn't rest, I'm barely standin'
About to go to pieces, screamin' peace
And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it
I had my mind full of demons tryin' to break free

They planted seeds and they hatched, sparkin’ the flame
Inside my brain like a match, such a dirty gamе
No memories, just a misery
Paintin’ a picturе of my enemies killin' me in my sleep
Will I survive ’til the morning to see the sun?
Please Lord, forgive me for my sins
And when I die, I'm fallin' to the floor
Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven’s door
Here I come
And when I die
Baptized in eternal fire, shed so many tears
I'm fallin' to the floor
Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door

And Lord knows I tried, been a witness to homicide
Seen drive-by's takin' lives, little kids die
Wonder why as I walk by
Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line, gettin' high
This ain't the life for me, I wanna change
But ain't no future bright for me, I'm stuck in the game
I'm trapped inside a maze
See this Tanqueray influenced me to gettin' crazy
Disillusioned lately, I've been really wantin' babies
So I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady
Don't trust my lady 'cause she's a product of this poison
I'm hearin' noises, think she's fuckin' all my boys
Can't take no more, I'm fallin' to the floor
Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door
Here I come
And when I die
I'm fallin' to the floor
Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door
Shed so many tears
Please Lord, forgive me for my sins, 'cause here I come

And fuck the world 'cause I'm cursed
I'm havin' visions of leavin' here in a hearse
God, can you feel me?
Take me away from all the pressure and all the pain
Show me some happiness again
I'm goin' blind, I spend my time in this cell, ain't livin' well
I know my destiny is Hell, where did I fail?
My life is in denial and when I die
Baptized in eternal fire, shed so many tears

Shed so many tears

Please Lord, forgive me for my sins, 'cause here I come