I was guilty of my crimes
I never meant to be ignored
Gladly paying for my sins
I don’t deserve what’s being done to me

It’s revolting

I will never live this life again
I have only one escape from fear
Falling into a chasm of despair
I bare the weight of stone
Catch me as I fall

Once I had the hubris of Iblis
Once I had control over all
Once I was made one with my victims
Now I am the victim
Of Voland the vicious
Ungodly
Unspoken
In terror I’m torn

The time of the most despicable man is coming, he that is no longer able to despise himself
Behold, I show you the last man

Free myself, from the shame
Free myself, from the pain
Free myself
I feel the poison now, coursing through my veins
My eyes roll back inside my head
Induced unconsciousness takes control of me
Take off the tourniquet and slowly walk away